when i have to decide whether come out, it was a very hard decision also. i had no other information about america, other than such. first one offered from south korean missionary, i want to come to america, my fonts was very immediate, i said no. and she was quite surprised and she told me that this is, you know, one of about a dozen french you might have. so she said you might want to go and go home and think about it. so the first thing that i tried research what is america, i tried tv channels. but since i didn't understand any chinese, i mean, i didn't know whether that was american movie or, i mean germany movie.